Is it worth it?

You put in commitment and money for the team and sometimes u wonder...is it worth it? Its not a small sum...and its from your own pocket money. You want to build a team, but the players cant commit and have to work to earn money and not attend training. The players dont commit as they need to earn money...i commit myself and I lose money...Sometimes u just wonder...

Really....i think its better to just play an individual game rather than a team game..in this case u need not source for players..u can play at your own time and spend money on yourself rather than others. Its even worse when u see the players whom u have been supporting for the matches starting to leave for greener pastures. Well...maybe they still dont get paid, but at least they dont need to fork out a single cent.

Is it really worth it?? To do all this for the club. I used to think it was. Helping the youngsters to develop their talent in sport and preventing them from mixing with bad company; instilling in them life skills and values which they may not have received from home. But can I do all this alone. Is it truly worth it to do all this and see the people I have helped walk away when I need them most? I really wonder...

But in all truth...I did all this as it was a good thing to do...and I still am doing this cos I love football and I am passionate about this team. Thats why I am still here....even when I sometimes feel its a losing battle....fighting a battle alone...

Yet...in this fight...u gained new friends and gained more experience....and maybe..thats truly worth it...